Whilst I am passionate about making one of my main fantasy/fetishes a reality, regardless of the eventual outcome. I have always wondered what would go through my mind in the last few moments knowing that there was a very likely chance that they would be my last?
In other word, would my survival instinct kick in at the last moment, once the fantasy was about to become a reality? At the last moment when the woman was just about to close the washing machine door would the rational part of me suddenly realise what was about to happen and try an get out of the washing machine?
Yes I can write brash, crazy stuff in my blog about not caring about this or that aspect of being laundered but those are just words.
Would it really be like that?
If a nice woman contacted me and said she would be happy to wash, I have no doubt that I would response with enthusiasm. I have no doubt either that I would go to her at a arranged time to go through with it. I AM CERTAIN of that much. It's just those last few seconds, the last "this is it, no turning back" moment.
I would really hate to think that at the last moment I would turn out to be nothing more than a pathetic fantasist.
(Of course it's quite possible that the woman may have ensured against a last minute change of heart!)
I suppose there would be only one sure way to find out?
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