Been a bit frustrated lately. I think it's time to vent? | prythrob's Blog

I think it is time I had a vent (or a sulk if I want to be honest!)

Well there is still four week to go before I return to Mistress for my next session and to be honest the waiting is getting quite frustrating.

I usually write when I get frustrated and have written quite a few poems over the last week and even a couple of short stories. As usual the more frustrated I get the more unpleasant my writing becomes, so some of the stuff has come out pretty nasty.

I have just written another short story and have reservations about posting it on EP as it is incredibly nasty!

To be honest the main problem I am having at the moment is the same problem I always have.  I have shared my experience with Mistress across a number of sites. I was expecting some sort of reaction by some women (even negative ones!) at least, but all I've had is complete silence.

I was hoping (naively as it seems) that after proving that I wasn't just a fantasist who wouldn't live up to the brash and insane statements made in my blogs that a woman might come forward and have some fun (Mistress appeared to be enjoying herself immensely!) but alas I am still at square one.

I even painted my toenails again in the hope that it would relieve a bit of tension. I'm still not very good at it and it didn't work!

The only other thing I could do is do some more of my dares from my list (yes I'm still doing them!) but I just don't have the heart right now.

I guess I'll just have to write some more stories and poems and hope the frustration doesn't become something more serious again.